First of all, you guys are going to think I'm really stupid for getting upset over what I'm about to tell you and, to be honest, I feel kinda silly for letting it upset me...but it can't really be helped, right? Things upset people! That's just how life works, I guess :,)
Well.
Today, Hakuoki: Stories of the Shinsengumi was released for the PS3 and, if I'm correct, the actual game is out and people who ordered that have probably or will get it soon.
But I ordered the Limited Edition and that also was meant to come out today.
BUT...
I got an email from Amazon saying that the supplier had pushed back the release date on the Limited Edition (for some reason) and it won't be released until the 21st of this month!?
I was just SOO excited to get this game and even more excited to get the Limited Edition, but now the release date has been pushed back...I'm reeeeally upset :,)
I mean, I could order the actual game and cancel my Limited Edition order since I haven't been charged for it yet...but I just really want all the little kawaii things you get with the Limited Edition :< so...my only option is to wait!
Yea, I'm sad about that...
I'm just going to be a good girl, stop complaining...and wait.
*draws a halo above my head with the blood of fallen samurai* ...wait
It's just...HARD to wait for something I was expecting today and could still get tomorrow if I wasn't so desperate for the Limited Edition!! T-T
Eh. What can I do though? I want the Limited Edition, so waiting is my only option :3
*downs a bag of Milkybar GIANT buttons* ;-;
...yea. You're probably thinking how stupid I am for getting upset over this. But...I CAN'T HELP IT! ;c
I stayed in bed nearly 3 hours after my alarm went off because I just didn't feel like doing ANYTHING! There was nothing I wanted to do and I just...couldn't be bothered with it all today :,)
But that feeling also bothered me.
So. I got out of bed, grabbed some chocolate, made some popcorn, sat in my room and watched Laputa: Castle in the Sky <3
And, seriously...watching that film upped my mood by 110% :,)
Even though the ending really gets to me...not only in an emotional way, but a powerful way! ...see? The littlest things :3
I felt better after watching that film!
I then felt like I could do something, so I turned on my laptop and went to watch Hayao Miyazaki interviews on YouTube of him talking about The Wind Rises :3
I then found myself crying once again :,)
I realised that when I go to the cinema on Friday to see The Wind Rises...it's going to be the last time I ever see a brand new feature film made by Hayao Miyazaki...that thought...I actually felt like I could feel my heart tear in two </3
Hayao Miyazaki is my inspiration.
I'm not being cliché when I say that. I really, really...really mean it!
I admire him so much! His passion for animation and film making has always astounded me; literally blown my mind far away! No matter how commercialised computer animation has become...he stuck to his pencil and paper to create beautiful and legendary films. He's also said some of the most amazing things and these quotes of his have buried themselves so deeply into my mind...I really have no idea what kind of person I'd be if I'd never heard of him and found his creations :3
I also admire him as a person. He has a unique perspective on life that I've never seen anyone else have. He observes things and learns things...yes, loads of people do that. But, I find that with Hayao Miyazaki, it's somewhat different. I really like it :)
I could go on and on about him (talking about him is actually making me feel better) but I'll stop now because I can never find a way to express how and why he is my inspiration. But...maybe that's what it means when you really do have an inspiration in your life; you can never really quite find the right words to say or how to phrase them without talking and talking for hours, you know? :,3
But, I'm excited for tomorrow! :D
I'm going to see Sons & Lovers and I'm reeeeeeally stoked for that!
I've been listening to their songs a lot to get me super pumped and "in-the-mood" ready for tomorrow, and one of their songs in particular has just...stuck.
This one;
Sons & Lovers - King
It's just...ah! <3 I love the lyrics! They're amaaaaazing!! This is easily my favourite song of theirs, for sure!
PLEASE just listen to it, okay? :)
Anyway! I think that's it for now :3
I feel better after talking about Hayao Miyazaki and listening to King, so this is where my blog will end! n.n
I'll write another blog soon and I'll maybe even post some pictures from when I go to see Sons & Lovers, so look forward to that! ;3 (...if I remember to take some) heheh.. //slapped
Thank yhu for reading! :3
BYESIES ~!!
xoxo~
