My life is back on track! :D

Konnichiwa minna-san!

So, how long has it been? Yep. 3 months since I last wrote a blog.
Pfft.
I really need to get back into posting more regularly, but I've made promises like that before and who knows if I'll keep them :,)

Well, this blog isn't about apologies or anything like that. If it was, then the title of this blog would be...
 SORRY I WAS GONE FOR SO LONG!
or
 I'M BACK!
or something else like that :p
Nope! :) this blog is about explaining a lot of recent changes in my life!

For a long time, I was always feeling down. Depressed. Unhappy with life.
I felt like I was stuck and not moving forward.
I've had a dream I wanted to start following but had no courage to make it happen, so everyday...every single day I felt upset and alone because something like this is hard to talk about with people. Especially for someone like me who feels like everyone around you is always judging you. I was afraid to tell people about my dream because I wanted to give up something pretty big to reach it and I was afraid of letting people down and having them judge me. It was really hard.
But I eventually looked at myself in the mirror and said..
 "Okay. This is YOUR life. NO ONE else's. Other peoples opinions only matter if you make them matter. And they don't matter."
That was a bit of a wake up call for me, let's say.
When I came to that realisation, I finally felt I had the confidence to stop living for other people and live for myself.
I have a note section on my phone titled 'Thoughts...' and in that, I write things I could NEVER tell anybody EVER. I also wrote down loads of quotes that I live by and they really encouraged me to make the effort to live.

One quote I made up for myself was..
The past is gone.
Live for now.
Welcome the future.
I came up with that to help myself welcome change and fresh starts to life! :3

I also love quotes from Dalai Lama <3 a few of those are..
Don't give up and don't give in.
Hang on to your dreams.
If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door.
Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it. (very important, this one!)
Make it happen.
Take control of your own destiny.
Visualise it.
Zero in on your target and go for it.

All of these quotes mean so much to me for my current situation and they are so very inspiring!
Also, a quote from Frozen, believe it or not ;3
 "Turn my back and slam the door."
I've made my move. And I'm never looking back. The past is in the past as Elsa would also say ;3

Also, a quote from my most favourite person ever who is also the greatest inspiration in my life; Hayao Miyazaki.
Life is a winking light in the darkness.

All of these quotes...they just HELP me face life and to try and not be afraid of the future. There is no way to know what will happen...so YOU make what you want happen!

So, after I had my wake up call...the very big HUGE step I took was...
Quitting my job.
I know to some people, doing something like that these days where there don't seem to be enough jobs is silly...but I really don't care! :)
There are times when I think if it was the right decision and doubt what I did...then I remember my dream and I just know...that when I look back at this in the future, I will have no regrets!
I'm already feeling happier.
My dream, then?
Well...something I have enjoyed for a very long time (besides acting) is writing.
I love writing stories. I love coming up with different ideas, scenarios and characters in my head. I have a very active imagination and I want to use it :3
So, I'm working on finding some online writing courses so I can better my writing ability before I start writing stories because I have some reeeeeeally good ideas right now, but I don't want to start them until I know what I'm doing.
I have found a few already and some open university writing courses...so, yea! It's just deciding now which one I want to do!

I was very nervous and worried before all of this happened...but my mum was amazing! She was and still is very supportive of my decision and the amount of times I've asked her if she is disappointed in me is uncountable :,) but she isn't! She tells me she just wants me to be happy! And I'm very much so on my way to being!
It's all very exciting now! :) with the time I have at home, I'm starting to exercise and eat healthier which is something I've been wanting to start (..again!) for a LONG time now and I have time at home to practice my writing and do this course.
Also! Something I'm EVEN MORE excited about (which won't happen until...maybe mid-late July) is getting a dog! <3
For a long time now I have wanted a dog! A female white Toy-Poodle named Cotton! If you watch the film or have watched the film Oblivion Island: Haruka and the Magic Mirror...the little sheep toy? Yea, that's why I want to call my dog Cotton :,3
I think it sounds SUPER cute and...ah! I know having a dog will make me happy! A little friend who I'll take on walks and feed and teach tricks to and ah! It'll just be amazing! :3
I'll also have more time to make more frequent YouTube videos which I miss doing because I love making YouTube videos n.n

So, that's everything really!
I'm just happy that I'm finally living my life for ME!
It's a fresh start. A new beginning. All my old worries and responsibilities are gone.
Now I have new responsibilities and I can't wait to face them right on!

Thank you very much for reading! It feels like a big weight has been lifted putting all of this out there :3
I will try and update my blog more often so you can all see what I'm getting up to in my new life~ nyaah! n3n
Once again, thank you very much for reading and I will post again soon!
BYESIES~!
                                 xoxo~

Little Busters! Refrain Anime Review~

Hello everypony~! n.n

So, I think it's about time I did another anime review since I've only done one and that was about...4 months ago? Heh.. ^w^"

Little Busters! Refrain is the second season to Little Busters! which involves all the same characters, but Little Busters! Refrain focuses more on the ending scenario of the visual novel developed by Key.
Just as a quick explanation, Little Busters! focuses on Riki finding new members to join the Little Busters! which Kyousuke named their baseball team which currently consists of him, Riki, Rin, Masato and Kengo. Riki ends up recruiting Komari Kamikita, Haruka Saigusa, Kudryavka Noumi, Yuiko Kurugaya and Mio Nishizono and as he does, finds out more about them and all their different back stories and mysteries they keep secret.

So with the plot of Little Busters! briefly explained, I'll start the Little Busters! Refrain review!

      -spoiler warning; Do not read ahead if you have not yet watched the anime-

Before I start explaining the plot of Little Busters! Refrain, I'll introduce the main characters that feature in the anime :3

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This is Kyousuke Natsume!

Kyousuke is the leader of the Little Busters! and is also one year older than everyone else making him a third year in high school.
He is Rin's older brother and, even though it's not really shown a lot, he suffers from a brother-sister complex meaning he would prefer it if Rin called him onii-chan (which means brother but in a more affectionate way) but because of Rin's shyness and awkward personality, she prefers to call him Kyousuke :,3
He isn't always in the anime, but when he is, his presence has a real purpose for the current situation; he is a very important aspect in Little Busters! Refrain.

...oh yea! I hella fancy Kyousuke! Like, hella fancy him! Like, really reeeeeally luuuurve him~! <3

This is Riki Naoe!

Riki is the male protagonist of Little Busters! and Little Busters! Refrain.
He is the fifth member of the Little Busters! and is considered to be the weakest because of his girlish looks and physical build :,) but as Refrain develops, Riki becomes a lot stronger and confident thanks to Kyousuke's artificial world.
Riki also has narcolepsy which is a disorder that causes someone to fall asleep at any given time and for Riki, this started when his parents died while he was a child.

This is Rin Natsume!

Rin is the main heroine of the story and to start off with, is the only female member of the Little Busters! :3
Rin is Kyousuke's younger sister and she is very shy and doesn't like to communicate with others; but she will easily interact with Kengo, Masato, Riki and Kyousuke since she has known them from her childhood.
Because of how shy Rin is, she is very anti-social and is often seen alone or playing with the stray cats she takes care of in the school grounds :) ..oh yea! Rin loves cats! ~(=^..^)/
Rin is the pitcher for the Little Busters! even though she starts out as not very good :,)
Komari-chan is Rin's best friend after she later joins the Little Busters! and Komari-chan helps to bring Rin out of her shell and become more confident within the group :)

This is Masato Inohara!

Masato is one of the original members of the Little Busters! after Kyousuke recruited him when they were children :)
Masato is Riki's room mate and he is also very fond of Riki; he is definitely not afraid to admit it outloud...awhh :3
He has a rivalry with Kengo who is also a member of the Little Busters! as Masato likes to prove he is the strongest which he does often by having very...'interesting' fights, let's say with Kengo :,)
And as you can probably see from the picture, Masato loves to work out and improve his muscle mass...a lot!

This is Kengo Miyazawa!

Kengo is one of the original members of the Little Busters! and was recruited after Masato :)
While Kengo seems cold and cynical, his passion and love for the Little Busters! is unmatched by anyone; he really loves everyone so much~!
Kengo is very skilled in the art of Kendo and often engages in battles (using the term 'battles' loosely) with Masato to prove who is the stronger one :,)

This is Komari Kamikita!

Komari-chan is the first person Riki recruits into the Little Busters! and she soon manages to befriend Rin and brings her out of her shell and helps her become more confident.

Komari-chan is quite childish in the sense that she likes fairy-tails, picture books, candy and also loves wearing a lot of frills :3
Komari-chan is quite clumsy but manages to do well in her studies :) she is quite athletic though this isn't very obvious since she hasn't done a lot of sports before and is quite weak.
She is Rin's best friend <3

This is Yuiko Kurugaya!

...sekshii, isn't she? ;3

Kurugaya-san is the second person Riki recruits for the Little Busters!
She is seen as the 'older-sister' of the group and Haru-chin often refers to her as 'Anego' which does mean 'elder sister' :3
Kurugaya-san is very intelligent and frequently skips class to sit outside on the lawn area :)
She is also considered to be the strongest member of the Little Busters! and even beat Masato in a fight...but then again, she did use a muramasa :,) but even if she didn't, she could still SOO take him on! ^w~bb
Kurugaya-san is also very fond of cute things and people and takes a particular liking to Komari-chan, Rin and Kud :3 she is often seen teasing them in...just about PG-13 ways ;p

This is Haruka Saigusa!

MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER! <3

Haru-chin is a schoolmate of Riki's and actually belongs in a different classroom but nevertheless always finds time to visit his classroom :,) she is the third person Riki recruits for the Little Busters! n.n
She is considered to be a problem child and enjoys causing little uproars which very much annoys her twin sister, Kanata, and will cause her to chase after her (since she is the public morals chairman).
Haru-chin is very bubbly and active and is also one of the most agile members of the Little Busters! and because of this, has the position as an outfielder as she rarely fails to catch the ball :3
She is also impressed by Kurugaya-san's BREASTS! ;3

This is Kudryavka Noumi!

Kudryavka (or more commonly referred to as Kud) is the fourth person to be recruited by Riki for the Little Busters!

Kud is actually only a quarter Japanese and three quarters Russian and, because of her grandfather, knows a lot about the Japanese culture :) she also has a favourite phrase known as..
 "Wafuu~"
Kud also has two dogs, one is a large Siberian Husky called Strelka and the other is a small Schipperke called Belka! She is allowed to care for these dogs on the school premises as they are used by the Disciplinary Committee.
Kud is one of the weakest members of the Little Busters! but can also be quite strong as well. She can often be seen catching the ball, but more often is seen missing it and admitting defeat with a little wafuu~

This is Mio Nishizono!

Mio is the final person to be recruited by Riki for the Little Busters! although she doesn't play, she acts as the manager of the group! n.n
Mio is a very calm and diligent girl. She enjoys reading and can often be seen sat under a large tree with her parasol. She enjoys reading lots of books, but is always seen with her favourite poetry book by Bokusui Wakayama :)
At first, she refuses to join the Little Busters! but after Riki helps her through her struggle, she sees how much fun everyone has playing baseball and finally accepts his offer to join the group.
(pssst, hey! She also officially started the KyouRiki (Kyousuke and Riki) ship to which I absolutely worship!!! >//////<)

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Okie, so with the characters introduced, I'm now going to talk a bit about the plot line for Little Busters! Refrain :)

The Little Busters! and some other school members were all going on a field trip but the bus they were on was involved in a major accident and the only two survivors were Riki and Rin as Masato used himself to save Riki and Kengo used himself to save Rin.
So, Kyousuke and the other Little Busters! created an artificial world through their desires to want to save Riki and Rin in which Kyousuke then sets different trials for Riki and Rin to complete in order to help them become stronger so they'll be able to deal with the tragedy of the real world.
This world Kyousuke created constantly loops and Riki and Rin forget what happens each time, but Kyousuke's wish for them to become stronger does work and after Riki and Rin have successfully completed all his trials and have become as strong as they can be, Kyousuke reveals all to them both and after a tearful farewell, orders them to leave the artificial world through the school gates.

Once Riki awakens in the real world at the scene of the crash, he remembers the promise he made to Kyousuke which was to protect Rin so he hurries to find her and they both leave the site of the crash and collapse in a large field.
Riki then realises that he doesn't want to live in a world without all of his friends, so he tells Rin to stay in the field and he goes back to the site of the crash and tries to save everyone. When he enters the bus to find his friends, he is startled by the sight and becomes very afraid which then results in him having a narcolepsy attack.
Rin comes back to herself after being in shock momentarily and realises Riki is gone and travels back to the site of the crash to look for him. Seeing this all before her, she rejects these turn of events and travels back to the artificial world (this time created by her and Riki). She speaks with Komari-chan who tells her how she wants Rin to smile again and be happy! Rin says that she could never do that without Komari-chan...
Rin then visits Riki in the artificial world and helps him overcome his narcolepsy and they both awaken once again and are suddenly much more determined to save everyone.
They both work together to save their classmates, the first person they find being Komari-chan. After pulling Komari-chan out, Riki notices a trail of blood leading around to the side of the bus where Kyousuke is leaned up against it.
Riki and Rin realise he is stopping the gas leak which would cause the bus to explode within moments if released. After Riki awakens him, Kyousuke tells them to save everyone else and leave him there. After a teary moment (with slight hints of KyouRiki) Riki and Rin do as Kyousuke said and manage to take everyone out of the bus and carry them up onto the field with some sort of carrying device they made out of sticks and fabric.
After everyone is saved, Rin and Riki go back to get Kyousuke. He tries to tell them to leave and save themselves, but they refuse to leave him. So they help Kyousuke up from the bus and start walking away. As they are just leaving the site of the bus crash, Riki turns around after being alerted by something and the bus then explodes.

Visual Novel False Ending;
After the bus explosion, Riki, Rin and Kyousuke get caught up in it and die. The only survivors are the people they managed to carry up to the field.
I do believe this is the false ending of the VN that I've heard about. I do plan on trying to play the VN at some point so I can find out for sure.

Visual Novel/Anime True Ending;
Even though Kyousuke, Rin and Riki were barely a few feet away from the explosion, they somehow survive it. Seriously though, it would be impossible to survive that explosion because they were honestly SO close to the bus! OwO;
But I'm happy they did survive :,)
After the incident, everyone received some sort of care from hospitals and were all discharged and no deaths came from the accident.
Kyousuke however, after the accident became comatose because his injuries were far more serious than everyone elses.

Rin and Riki are sat in their classroom and Riki is woken up by Rin singing and the other members of Little Busters! enter and express their concerns for Kyousuke and hope he awakens soon.
As if almost on cue, Kyousuke jumps up onto the open window and flips through just like old times :) Riki tells him he should be careful since he has just recovered but Kyousuke assures him he is fine and healthy.
Kyousuke then tells them all that he has planned another field trip. He rented a minibus for them all and they travel down to the beach and have a day of fun taking pictures and just being SO thankful for the fact they are all well and alive.
They can all now happily live in the real world and move on ahead <3

My thoughts on Little Busters! Refrain
Honestly, while watching this anime...I was struggling SO much to wait for the next episode! I was so desperate to find out what the secret of the world was I nearly went looking for spoilers several times!
I did read accidental spoilers though. One being about the bus crash and another about Riki and Rin, but seriously...Riki and Rin? Who didn't even see THAT one coming from episode 1 of Little Busters!? :,)
But I really did love this anime SO much <3 not as much as Little Busters! though. I think the reason for that is because this season was much more serious than the first season which was just a perfect balance of emotion, school life and developing relationships and friendships :)
But I love this season very much! Especially Kurugaya-san's route...dear GOD, I didn't half cry at that one! :,<

What I liked the most was seeing how Masato and Kengo joined Little Busters! :) and, even though it was sad, I liked finding out about Riki's parents, how they died and what caused his narcolepsy. I also liked the gradual development leading up to the secret being revealed even though it was killing me having to wait :3

I do wish though that this season was longer ;u; to me, 13 episodes just isn't enough! Especially for a story as moving as Refrain.
I would of liked more episodes for Masato and Kengo's routes. I mean, seriously. They covered their routes in ONE episode each! They could of gone into SO much more depth. That kind of upset me and is one of the reasons I must now play the VN.
Also, the false ending of the VN?
I wish that had been included and then after that, shown the real ending. I would of loved to see that because it would have been that AMAZING feeling when you realise everyone is alright!
A bit like CLANNAD After Story :3 you know, how Tomoya was living in this imaginary world where Nagisa had died, but in reality, she hadn't.
But I digress, back to Little Busters! Refrain :,)
I was told by a friend that the ending of Refrain was really depressing, so I was waiting for this awful ending that never happened. I mean, I'm glad it didn't happen...but since this ending featured in the VN and because of the real ending, I would of liked to have seen it.
So, my only complaints really for Refrain is that there weren't enough episodes to really capture the emotion of Masato and Kengo's routes and also the false ending not being included.

Overall, I give this anime a...
9/10 because everything else was just perfect! <3

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So, I'm assuming that you're reading this because you have watched the anime.
If you haven't watched it and read ahead anyway just to get an idea of what to expect and...basically have everything spoiled for you, do go and watch it! :,)
Key Visual Novels are amazing and you never regret watching a VN by them being produced into an anime <3 they're just SO inspiring!

If you have watched the anime and have anything you want to share and your thoughts on it, please leave them in a comment below as I will read what you write and enjoy doing so :3

So, thank you VERY much for reading this anime review! I hope you enjoyed it and it was informative about Little Busters! Refrain :)
I will try and do more anime reviews here (even though I do video reviews on my YouTube channel) it's just...easier to write them, to be fair :,)
So, follow my blog if you would like to find out when I do more reviews! n.n

Thank you (..again!) for reading and I'll be back with another blog soon!
BYESIES~! 
                                  xoxo~

The Naked and Famous LIVE! :D

Psst...eating Ben&Jerry's caramel chew chew ice-cream while writing this blog ;3 mmmm! ♥

Hay there, everypony! :3
So, as you can probably tell from the title of this blog (..maybe?) I went to see TNAF with my sister yesterday (30th of November 2013) in Oxford!
Which, may I also add...is 2 hours away from where I live! TwT;
The reason we went to see them in Oxford though is because we had originally booked tickets to see them in Birmingham and after the support act (Sons & Lovers) had performed, Alisa and Aaron came on stage and told everyone they had to cancel the show last minute because Thom was very ill ; - ;
I mean, of course I felt very bad that Thom was so ill...but it was very disappointing for them to cancel the show 3:
So, I was prepared to wait until they returned to the UK for another tour! But then I realised the last time they came to the UK was two years ago...I couldn't wait that long! I mean...what if they don't come again for longer than that?!
With that in mind, I booked another set of tickets for their show in Oxford (which was the closest location to where I am looking through their last remaining shows) because I just couldn't wait to see them! I didn't want to miss them!

So we went to Oxford! :,)
We also managed to snag a spot at the very front (..again!) and we saw the AMAZING Sons & Lovers again and then...
*drumroll*
THE NAKED AND FAMOUS! <333
They were amazing! Just...SOO mind-blowing! 
It's one thing listening to their music through headphones, but to hear them performing LIVE! To see them right there in front of you singing their songs...looking so happy...it's the most amazing experience! 
I had the biggest smile on my face the whole time and when they sang Young Blood...
I cried! :,33

It was an amazing night! <3
And so I'm going to post a few of my favourite pictures I took that night :3
I took 57 photos and 3 videos (Rolling Waves, Punching in a Dream and Young Blood) ;3;
So, I hope you enjoy looking through a few photos :3

Thank you for reading!! c:
ALSO! Shout out to the two people I spoke to throughout the gig! You guys were really nice and super cool! I feel bad I never thought to ask for your facebook's or twitter's, but hey! :3
You were a lot of fun to stand next to! xD

BYESIES~!
                      xoxo~

My imagination is amazing! :,)

Good evening, bloggers! n.n

It's Thursday and the weekend starts! :D ..well, for me anyway since I don't need to work tomorrow ;F
And to celebrate the start of my early weekend...I'm listening to music! (*^v^*) ..big surprise there~Even though this is kind of a known fact, in case you gaiz don't know...I'm going to tell you something! n.n
 "I have such a great imagination~!"
Like I said, I'm listening to music! And because I listen to a lot of trance music...I often picture myself participating in really elaborate battles! xD you know, like rpg's! I play those...often! So when I listen to trance and J-core, I'm just fighting it up and kicking some A! ;D
I also listen to different music while taking part in these insane fight scenes >:D like, I recently downloaded Crimson Bow and Arrow (Guren no Yumiya) the first op. for Attack on Titan because that is the most amazing op. EVER ; - ; and the most AMAZING Anime, like...my actual faaaaaaaaaaavourite <3
But anyway! That song is so amazing and when I listen to it...I'm running around with the Recon Corps, using my 3D maneuver gear just...ripping those Titan's apart :,D it's SO much fun ; - ; I wish I really was a member of the Recon Corps! ;3;
My dream... *stares off into the distance*

It's that update time again! n.n"

Hello minna~!
(...'minna' being 'everyone' in Japanese :3 ..I hope!) xD

So, how have you all been? :) I know, it's been a while again ; - ; I really just...have NO excuse for my long absences between blogs. EVER.
But this time, I think my reason is pretty understandable ^-^"
Aside from being very busy with stuff in general, I have been going through a pretty rough time personally :<
I'm not going to go into detail because I'd rather keep it private, but...yea :,) just some stuff has been happening that's had me rethink everything in my life and how I want some things to change...let's just say I had a 'mid-life-crisis-at-nineteen' thing :p
It's still going on a little bit; not really feeling like myself...but I do feel like it's getting slightly better...I hope it is anyway :)
But I'll leave it at that for now! :D
Listening to 'Rolling Waves' by The Naked and Famous at the minute, so that's cheering me up! 

SPEAKING OF MUSIC OMG!
I went to see Paramore LIVE!!! this Tuesday just gone (24th of September) and...holy all-things-that-are-amazing! Ugh ;3; they were just AMAZING! I saw them in 2010 and they were great then, but this time...they were even better! :D
I shouted...I screamed...I laughed...I cried...I sang...I just had the best time ever <3
I honestly felt SO great after I went to see them! It was as if I had woken up a new person and everything was fine and happy again :) I just think about that time now whenever I feel sad and...ugh! I just feel so happy! *happy tears*
I am also going to see The Naked and Famous in November with my sister and I am SO SUPER STOKED about that! Both my favourite bands in one year :,3
Perfect.

I've been watching a lot of Anime (surprise, surprise..) recently :) but it's sad! T3T
They have ALL been ending! :,<
Gin no Saji (Silver Spoon) ended LAST week and I didn't even know that until I checked for the most recent episode today :,) Free! Iwatobi Swim Club also ended yesterday, WataMote ended on Tuesday, Attack on Titan (THE BEST ANIME OF 2013) is ending on
Sunday :,< but no worries because I'm also going to read the Manga :D and Fantasista Doll is ending next Monday so...booo! D;
But on a happier note! :D Little Busters! Refrain will be airing on October 6th which I am SO excited about! I loved the first season SO much and even though I've been told the second season has the most depressing ending ever...I'm excited to FINALLY see it! :3 a third season has also been confirmed! Titled Little Busters! EX which is, apparently, a 18+ rated part of the VN...yes. Yes, it is exactly about what you are prolly thinking!
I'll most likely end up watching it anyway because I would have seen the first two seasons by then, but...idk ;c I think something like that might ruin Little Busters! ...idk! Hopefully it won't be...that bad. But then again...all that "hentai" crap is full on! Hahahh :,)
Not that I would know!! OMG NO! I don't watch that stuff :,) I just know because...well...it's hentai!
But Little Busters! Refrain :) eeeek excited! <3
I'm also watching Fairy Tail (175 episodes which is the longest Anime I have EVER watched) and it's SO SO SO AMAZING OMG JUST SUPER GREAT!
It's my perfect Anime! It has all of my favourite things in it! Like fantasy and magic to name a few :3 ugh! It's honestly the best :,)

I don't really have much else to say!
Well, I think me and Teto will bid you all a farewell :3

Just a little update :3

Haay everypeoplesh! :3

It's been a few days, right? I mean since my last blog :,) so...I don't really think that needs an apology or anything! n.n I can't blog everyday, so it's okay! <:
I will apologise for being really down and a bit depressed in my last blog...I wasn't having a good day 3: but I'm alright now!
And I'm even better at the current moment because I'm listening to music while writing this blog and music instantly makes me happier :,3 although...it's hard to sing and write at the same time! GYAH! (>m<)

I'm listening to Tommy february6 at the present moment <3 omgg, I just LOVE her! Her music is SO much fun to listen to :,) if I wasn't sitting down right now...I WOULD SO BE DANCING! >3< she's very rad :D

I'm not really sure what to talk about...I never usually write a blog with an idea in mind :,) they are mostly "in-the-moment" things :,) so idk! xD

OH!
I watched the latest episode of Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan) which was episode 19 :D
OHMYGEEZ! Seriously! :,) every time it gets better and better and BETTER!
As strange as this may sound to some people...I'm developing a bit of a crush on Levi :,) idk why!! xD
And the more I think about it...the more I wouldn't mind a bit of ErenxLevi myself ;D I'm not a yaoi fan in ANY way whatsoever! But for them...I could be ;,3 pahahahhh!! At first, the ship freaked me out...but the more I see them in the episodes together...it's kinda growing on me! xD my first same gender ship...how exciting..! :,)
This Anime is SO good though at leaving each episode with an unbearable
cliffhanger! >A< it actually hurts having to wait for the next episode :,) I mean, I like watching Anime's as they air (I've been doing that a lot recently) but when it ends like Attack on Titan for example...it makes me rethink MY LYFE! ...not related I know, BUT IDC!! Dx
*sighhhh* so yeeaaa.. :,) if you aren't watching Attack on Titan, you really should
start! :D it's amazing!! * w *

What else..? *taps chin*
I brought the Skyrim expansions yesterday if that is at all interesting :,) well...it is to
me! xD
I kinda hadn't been on my PS3 for a while and thus, obviously not Skyrim :p but after getting the expansions, it's totally got me back into it again! :,D
What did I do today..? Not a lot actually!! O:
Bandit raids...giant slaying trips...dealing out dragon deaths, you know...the usual! n.n I also became Thane of Falkreath which was...exciting, I guess :,3
I also haven't been on Tales of Xillia for a few days, so I think I'll play that again
tomorrow :D I love that game SO much! ;3;

(music update; listening to Brave Song - GDM..! God this song makes me cry ; - ; I can relate to it in so many ways) kyaaah! MUSIC! <3

Blaah...this song makes me happy and sad all at once!! D; my mood is changing rapidly at the moment from HAPPY! to saaaaaad...
Hmpf!
And...now I'm writing about nothing! :,D

I think I might stop this blog now as I need to write out an episode review for the latest episode of Free! to film a YouTube video about! ( ^ v ^ )
So...yush! \( ^ 3 ^ )/ I'll be off to do that nao~

BYESIES~! *waves* n.n

How I sort out my mixed up thoughts...

We're only young and naive still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah~

Can't help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah~

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it's too late
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah YEAH~

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah~

This is just me trying to sort out my mixed up thoughts and this song really helps <3
I have those days....I have those moods....I have those moments when I just hate everything around me and everything I do and everything I am...
I do some silly things to deal with this pain and regret it immediately afterwards, but I'll be okay.
I know I will.
                     xoxo~